Hang On!

There is a cliff of abundance, with lush fields.  I want to reside on that cliff, and I long for the day when I am placed there... but, for now, I am dangling just off the cliff - over the abyss of despair.  I am white knuckling the rope of love - held and provided by God, and preserving me in perfect peace.  How long Lord, until you complete this season, and find it in your abundant mercy and grace, to settle me on fields of abundance - far away from the threat of despair?  Let me rejoice in renewed purpose, calling, love, and praise.